Today I became free! Free to move foward with no thoughts of you. A love story something like from TV. It started when I was 15. How I did anything to be next to you.............. How we went through distance and so many obstacles to be together. I can't believe how many people I pushed away to try again & again with you! I just new in my heart when you moved back for me our trials & tribulations would be over & our story would have a happy ending. Time & time again our pride would not let us give in to one anothers pleads to move. I wouldn't I just couldn't give in to you! I had given up so much for you already "the move" just wasn't in me I'm sorry. I knew that last night I spent with you was it! I could feel it when you begged me not to leave but I had to go. A few years ago that night I knew we were forever changed. Our life together was no more. I didn't want to walk away but I just couldn't make another sacrifice for you! It should have been you! How I lived my life around you & you never knew it. I'm not sorry, I'ved learned........ Life, time is precious... I would never let a person take so much "time" from me now!

Today I find out that you have a new life. Something I always knew we would end up having without each other.. Why it wasn't meant to be I guess it was too much work for us to keep fighting.. So today I am free to never to think of you again. To never allow you to spoil my life with someone new. How this long novel ends for us apart we'll never share and know. Congratulations to you & your new family! Today I am free.............